I know this might sound unfamiliar; as it is a phenomenon in Indonesia ...
but I want you guys to know my major turn off;





PLUCKING YOUR  FEET's Dead skin IN PUBLIC
(yes, feet!) hahaha


No, really it's a major turn off ! Gee, i wonder why those people could easily sat down, pull one of their leg up, opened up their shoes, and BA DAM -! plucking their feet's dead skin  in public
I dont have any photos of those guys who did these, but its quiet common in Indonesia, I dont know whether it could be found in another places.

I noticed that these guys were actually pulling and plucking the dead skin off their feet O_O and where does the dead skin and germs goes ? To the sofa that they were actually sitting  OR to their hand...
and u shook their hand...
the germs multiply by 100000000000000000000000000000
and u eat with your hand..............................................................................
AAAAAAAAAARGH

Hey, if you're reading this, I'm pretty sure you will know that this is goes out for you.
I dont like to bad mouth about someone, but i'd like you to know that i know what you did to me right on my back.
I never response nor get mad at you, because i hope you came to realize that you've been mean to me. Everytime i HATE you, i started to remember all the good things you've done to me so that it will make me feel better toward you. I gave you trust for my MSN's password, and never in my mind i thought of you hacking in, pretending to be me, and last but not least CHANGE my password. I was unable to contact my old friends or even new ones, thanks  to facebook I could still remain in touch with them.

I know, and I know but i never confront you. I assumed you already apologized to me through your silence and avoidance toward me. I dont like seeing your face, therefore the way you keeping a distance between us is a blessing for me.

You want to hear MY version of our story? here it goes...
we get together and i love you (even now). We seemed to find difficulties in reaching one agreement toward our differences, and thats why you told me that we better off alone.
I ACCEPT THAT, i accepted the fact that even that we're not together, i let you touched me, talked to me as it if im still yours.

I ACCEPT THAT. Until one day i asked you the ultimate question; "are we going back together soon?". Your eyes wandered somewhere beyond that i could not understand and you replied "I dont know, let us see." I dont want to wait, there goes your golden ticket, boy you burn it. I still fulfill my promise to you, i was there for your birthday, our last time together.

I was silent, and you talk shit about me. All your note in the facebook oonly made me wrote something that wasnt addressed to you (and u complained. wht the buck?). IF YOU HAVE A PROBLEM, come n see me will ya? I try to talk to you and contact you, and you simply avoid it, cuz you know  that deep inside you're so wrong.

AND I WAS QUIET, i made a new account for my msn, i get along with my life. UNTIL I HEARD you still talking dirty about me. I just want to let you know,  from the moment i wrote this note, you will not hear me responding to your dirty talk.

Dearest my crush, you got me so crushed.

20 june 2009

When I caught your smile,

there my heart stayed.

I waited for your cues,

But you’re always with the excuse.

 

Tell me one thing,

But don’t let me think.

Please break my heart,

Cus I will never guess your cards.

I cant wait for holiday! actually, i've been planning it since this week (: Oh well, since i have so many free periods (cuz my grades were alredy submitted in the report card), i did some sketches of my own dream uniform (: here are some pics of my current school uniform :


I noticed that we have this typical - formal looking white shirt, a red tie, the school symbol's and a tartan-like patterned skirt. So what i did was to take these certain charactheristics and put these to the new design (:

Here are my inspirations from the Gossip Girl's character. I always love their style in wearing a uniform. Blair always wore hers in a preppy style; not to mention her perfect wavy hair and the hair band.



But my favorite was Serena's style. She always wear it in this messy - sexy looking. I love her casual style with the white top, it suits her attittude (:


last but not least, Jenny Humfrey! She looks cute with the high waist skirt and the accessories.I dont really like high waist skirt though, makes me look weird xp


dadam.. Here are my sketches; (sorry if its crappy )x )
I always love a red trenchcoat that Blair usually wears in the Gossip Girl. However, i realized that i lived in tropical climate - country, so perhaps i substitute the trench coat with something less warmer; cardigans? Since the cardigan's color is red; i changed the color of the tie into blue.  actually like the idea of a high waist A line skirt; it really make u looks professional (:


I was actually quiet inspired with Serena's style when I was making this sketch. I always fancy a blazer uniform. Since it's impossible for my school to let a student wearing a "white tank top" to school, i decided to cover it with a blazer. The informal style of the tie actually creates the "messy" - sexy looking xp. I really like this design since it's really casual but still in a range of an uniform (with the lazer on)


This last sketch reminded me of a stewardess' uniform ;p. But i do love the idea of a vest over a white shirt. It perfectly "frame" your body into a nice shape (: . I want a vest for my school uniform so badly :(((((.




My sketches are crappy (i know!) im planning to enter a summer course for basic fashion illustration. wait till i learn something there, and i will updates to compare my old - new sketches xP! c ya!